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If I Disappear

Audiobook
“This new novel has more twists and fakeouts than an episode of Serial.”
Rolling Stone

“Fans of true crime will devour this mystery.”
—E! Online

A Most Anticipated Book of 2021 by Rolling Stone • CNN • E! Online • Buzzfeed New York Post • Popsugar • Crime Reads • Hello Giggles 
When her favorite true crime podcast host goes missing, an adrift young woman sets out to investigate and plunges headfirst into the wild backcountry of Northern California and her own dangerous obsession.

Sera loves true crime podcasts. They give her a sense of control in a world where women just like her disappear daily. She's sure they are preparing her for something. So when Rachel, her favorite podcast host, goes missing, Sera knows it's time to act. Rachel has always taught her to trust her instincts.
Sera follows the clues hidden in the episodes to an isolated ranch outside Rachel's small hometown to begin her search. She's convinced her investigation will make Rachel so proud. But the more Sera digs into this unfamiliar world, the more off things start to feel. Because Rachel is not the first woman to vanish from the ranch, and she won't be the last...
Rachel did try to warn her.

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Publisher: Penguin Random House Audio Publishing Group Edition: Unabridged

OverDrive Listen audiobook

  • ISBN: 9780593290699
  • File size: 262712 KB
  • Release date: January 26, 2021
  • Duration: 09:07:18

MP3 audiobook

  • ISBN: 9780593290699
  • File size: 262744 KB
  • Release date: January 26, 2021
  • Duration: 09:08:18
  • Number of parts: 9

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Languages

English

“This new novel has more twists and fakeouts than an episode of Serial.”
Rolling Stone

“Fans of true crime will devour this mystery.”
—E! Online

A Most Anticipated Book of 2021 by Rolling Stone • CNN • E! Online • Buzzfeed New York Post • Popsugar • Crime Reads • Hello Giggles 
When her favorite true crime podcast host goes missing, an adrift young woman sets out to investigate and plunges headfirst into the wild backcountry of Northern California and her own dangerous obsession.

Sera loves true crime podcasts. They give her a sense of control in a world where women just like her disappear daily. She's sure they are preparing her for something. So when Rachel, her favorite podcast host, goes missing, Sera knows it's time to act. Rachel has always taught her to trust her instincts.
Sera follows the clues hidden in the episodes to an isolated ranch outside Rachel's small hometown to begin her search. She's convinced her investigation will make Rachel so proud. But the more Sera digs into this unfamiliar world, the more off things start to feel. Because Rachel is not the first woman to vanish from the ranch, and she won't be the last...
Rachel did try to warn her.

Expand title description text